Afternoon afternoon...
I thought alot about the last few months, with lots of changes and rearranges going on, lemme just reflect.
So i didnt get into nursing school this year, and i thought that i had everything i needed to get me there... and still nothing... God shut the door.. (for now)
I thought about reconnecting with an old friend, and its pretty obvious that we have grown up and in different directions so... God shut the door
Didnt understand what happened with another friend, and the carelessness behavior that this friend takes part in now doesnt fit my wife and mother status (God shut the door)
Theres more but im giving examples..... now my thought
God closes doors for a reason, and sometimes we wanna push against the door and keep it open when the cold pleasant air is rushing out. Yeah we feel comfortable in that situation and wanna stay but then God puts us outside where we gotta sweat out the new atmosphere. I got adjusted to married life and having Jonathan here all the time, but it changed. Perhaps God feels we are at our best when we have been apart for a while, because after all... absense makes the heart grow fonder. Just because we got kicked out the house into the sunshine doesnt mean that what we want wont happen, maybe its gonna happen a little differently than we wanted. This is how He shows us that no matter what, he is still in control. I know that God knows what is best for me right now, and it wasnt what i wanted but if its meant to be then it will happen. I dont want Jonathan to go overseas where he is in danger, but God saw it fit, so it happened, and dont bother trying to change it. Be thankful i told myself, that im alive, and breathing.... But just like a mothers love, God knows that we can only stay in the heat for so long, and one day, he will open a door, maybe not the front porch door we got kicked out of, but the back door thats been unlocked all this time, we just didnt know till we stopped thinking about getting back through the front... Have a great day everybody!!!! Continue to pray for Jonathan and the 204th....
“When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us"- Alexander Graham Bell
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