So maybe i did something wrong, yeah maybe... Im starting to feel like, the military is invading on my time with Jonathan. I KNOW I KNOW... "thats military life..." nada nada nada.. well how about i explain if from the military wife's side...
So Jonathan only calls me right before he goes to bed and right before he leaves from work, hes taken me from talkin several hours a day to like...... maybe 5 minutes. I know that things are changing for them and they are not as avalible as they once were. So we got into this big ol drag out about how the world doesnt revolve around me and that he knows that i dont care what they think out there but he has to deal with it... yeah yeah... but lemme say. In my eyes, my life has been put on hold, for the war. I give up what i want in life, for the war. I lose that time that i have with my husband which is not long on this earth, for the war. NOT TO MENTION, all this is going on for an ungrateful, selfish world that instead of praising efforts wanna talk about how were over there causing more trouble than good. It would suite me if they all came home and let these little mouth runners fend for themselves, OH NO, that cant happen. The world may call me selfish, but i think its pretty selfish of the world to take men and women away from their families and lives to settle disputes between people that will never change. God gave me patience, and i am trying to use it but sometimes the bottle runs low. Patience has to mature, and God presents us with things that are out of our control to help our patience grow.... because sometimes theres nothing you can do but wait... Please continue to pray for me, the pressure is on. God bless the 204th, and the USA!!!!
I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry. - Psalm 40:1
May patience bring us through.......
Meg
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