This week has certainly been an emotional one for me. Im finding that dealing with the stresses of deployment are at their worst. Macy getting on the school bus, and her daddy missing it all, Baylee tryin to tell me what she wants in jibber jabber all the while staring at me with her daddys baby blue eyes, just missing his presence in general. Its ceratinly amazing what you miss when someone that holds half your heart in their hands is gone so... far..... away. I had not heard from him since like 4 this morning, and then i worried all day cause i didnt hear from him, and a 2 min conversation on Facebook that ended with the internet messing up, and me not getting to tell him that i loved him... again. But from what i hear, thats just another day in paradise for a military wife. I know that, soon this deployment will be over, and in the end i will be a stronger woman, mother, and wife. I know that even though we are separated by distance, we are still under the same sky, the same stars and moon. I know that God loves each and everyone of them, and he knows their heartaches as well as ours. I pray that my heart will be strong and my courage will grow, and the day i stand there and watch him get off the bus... i hope to be 30 lbs lighter, because i can promise, ima jump on his bad self!! ;))
May God bless all the families of the 204th and our soldiers, who we love with all our hearts.....
I leave this with our hearts for our troops.....
The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me? Psalm 118:6
With love..... Meg
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